I just write

 The biggist shame of my life is that I mistook the pleasure of artㅡphenomenal as pleasure of logicㅡscientific theory.


I'm always shame feeling of being rational.


Shame of Science 


I just write to unify my scattered inner world.

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AI and human and my research..

The structure of Artificial Intelligence paper(thesis) : I used this to automate this work (describe the algorithmㅡmethod), I did this, I did this, I did this... It's all the same format. I wonder if I can read them as an object of my thought instead of just reading and writing only to graduate, get the master's degree.(Hopefully, the topic can be applied in practice, but what does he mean by humanity? It burdens me because of the co-worker is very authority man who are working as doctor, professor of National Hospital.  Is this research really have some meaning to human life? Burden of authority. I really want to recognize by authority. I really want to have authority. In the papers, the significance of "What this research signify for human life?" is roughly described, but (in fact, it is mostly written for filler rather than thinking about the actual significance of this research...) So, most of the significance part is lightly passed, and only the methodology is re...
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Too many music exists thesedays..

  There is so much music in the world. There are too many musicians. Recently, I felt that while listening to Brian Eno again, is there anyone who makes better music than Brian Eno?That's what I thought. I think Brian Eno is the only Ambient musician we need. (Rodelius is ambiguous to call him as Ambient Musician..) Even Brian Eno is not just the founder of the Ambient genre, but he has a strong glamrock style with rock music influences, a new age style with melodic songwriting, and an extremely textured, static Ambient style. But many Ambient musicians who have appeared since Brian Inno have rehashed his broad spectrum of music with just one "static texture." Will there be an Ambient musician who has gone beyond Brian Ino's Re-Texture?That's what I think There is no criticism in the Korean genre music scene. There are many people who create/perform/listen to my music, my mix, but I don't think there's anyone who just listens and writes. (It seems that it ...
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Ghost-Nonhuman-Subject

My favorite musicians had one thing in common: they are able to deal with ghosts, non-humans, and non-humans as "subjects" in their artworks. Bringing in the other as a subject while hiding their own identity as much as possible. The other as a "subject," not as a "tool" to make themselves stand out. Bacterial phages, ichneumun, sodium sulfate, lichen, earthworms (regenwurm in German it looks cool, but just earthworms in Korean), the genus, Ampfer (plants). These are the materials that our favorite musicians have titled to their tracks. From bacteriophages, which are between living and non-living things, to the material, they brought them into the work. In addition to his work, Rodelius also worked in nurse guide of dying in real life, accompanying people who were nearing the end of their lives and were not human in the usual sense. Aki Onda is not my favorite, but he is on the rising (in my inner world), and he already released an album called "make ...
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