just flow

  I have been tired of human issues that is mixed with music.  When I write something about music, I realized that I write depending on conceptual aspect (creater's thought, life, social aspect of creation)... I would like to escape from linguistic concept of music, I just only want to encrounter with sound.

 Around 2015, I discovered this album on the Digging Stopped blogger's Best Albums of 2014.  It's been a while since I thought I should write something about this album, and now I'm finally getting around to it.  In order to write something, I need to listen to it but it's hard album to listen to once from start to finish, so it's been much later than I expected. It's an hour long, and it takes a lot of energy to listen to it from start to finish. Some people compared writing to mountain climbing in the sense that it's an energy-consuming activity, and I think it's the same with listening to music. Listening to music may seem like someone is just doing nothing and relaxing, but there are some songs that take a lot of energy to listen to. Yesterday I listened to it while sitting on the steps of Times Square, and today I listened to it while lying in bed. I tried closing my eyes and focusing on the music, but it was hard to concentrate, so I kept fiddling ...

  I'm not good at critiquing because it takes energy and scares me (so I'm afraid I'll say this about how good you are).  But criticism must be sincere. People who don't listen can't criticize. You can only criticize if you listen. How can you criticize an album with 25-minute tracks without "listening to it all"? After all, criticism is a form of love.   I'm verbally harsh (I can't stand clichés), but I gave it 3 stars.  I listened to this album not badly...especially this track, PHAGE, which is made with spoken word technique. It's also interesting that there was a genre called spoken word in 2002.  It's so good to bring the symbiotic relationship between bacteriophages and hosts and gene cloning into music. And that material (gene cloning of bacteriophages) itself is not a common material by any means..."All pain is caused by desire" I wonder if it's cliché because of this one sentence (I don't even know when it came ou...

The structure of Artificial Intelligence paper(thesis) : I used this to automate this work (describe the algorithmㅡmethod), I did this, I did this, I did this... It's all the same format. I wonder if I can read them as an object of my thought instead of just reading and writing only to graduate, get the master's degree.(Hopefully, the topic can be applied in practice, but what does he mean by humanity? It burdens me because of the co-worker is very authority man who are working as doctor, professor of National Hospital.  Is this research really have some meaning to human life? Burden of authority. I really want to recognize by authority. I really want to have authority. In the papers, the significance of "What this research signify for human life?" is roughly described, but (in fact, it is mostly written for filler rather than thinking about the actual significance of this research...) So, most of the significance part is lightly passed, and only the methodology is re...

Most of my favorite music has a certain regressive vibe to it. Far from progress, far from advancement. Staying in place and rippling. Going backwards and disappearing. An album by a musician named methadrone (who collaborated with Nadja) that I really liked as a kid was titled "retrogression". But the field I studied and work in - engineering - is a progressive discipline and industry. My favorite music and the industry I studied and worked in for so long are completely opposite in their fundamental nature. In fact, I like to progress as much as I like to regress, so studying engineering is a good fit. I think it suits me because I can feel the fear of death in a situation where I'm pressed for time and the development doesn't work. I went through an incredibly schizophrenic period of being caught between these two fields, and I still haven't fully integrated them in myself. There is no such thing as regression in engineering. Moore's Law. Technology advances...

My favorite musicians had one thing in common: they are able to deal with ghosts, non-humans, and non-humans as "subjects" in their artworks. Bringing in the other as a subject while hiding their own identity as much as possible. The other as a "subject," not as a "tool" to make themselves stand out. Bacterial phages, ichneumun, sodium sulfate, lichen, earthworms (regenwurm in German it looks cool, but just earthworms in Korean), the genus, Ampfer (plants). These are the materials that our favorite musicians have titled to their tracks. From bacteriophages, which are between living and non-living things, to the material, they brought them into the work. In addition to his work, Rodelius also worked in nurse guide of dying in real life, accompanying people who were nearing the end of their lives and were not human in the usual sense. Aki Onda is not my favorite, but he is on the rising (in my inner world), and he already released an album called "make ...